"As far as the future, its still unclear whether I will ever call some tyrants friend or continue to dwell on the past for much longer. As of this moment I have been lucky enough to meet and friend some of the most unique people in my entire life. Each bring something new each time we interact and mingle. Sadly there is a part of me that dwells on friendships that ended suddenly through conflict and distrust on both sides. Will it all mend? I suppose it depends on those involved. Its all very childish to point blame and whisper distrust when going directly to the problem is the fast and adult approach to solving any dispute. Something a few of us should remember no matter our age or position in life.

Take what I type any way you wish but understand that this is another reason why so much of who I am and do is locked for the eyes of "trusted" friends."

I have friends who I love and trust, who love and trust me in return.